Moving On

Never intended for this to happen,
I took it worse than I expected.
How do you balance two opposing things,
Happiness and jealousy.
Waking up full or regret,
Wishing I could have handled it all with grace,
Instead of immense immaturity.
I am fed up with the status quo,
Ready for change, ready for adventure.
Wish my lessons did not always follow my mistakes,
Wish I could learn them before I took action.
Picking up the pieces, moving on,
Today I will be that person I want to be.